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[Blog] Forced termination that happened to me (physical illness, work, relationships) may be spiritual in nature.

Forced termination that happened to me spiritual
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Oh, I want to say something first.

I don't and can't say I teach like, "Here's what I mean. I just say.I'm just going to ramble on about an experience that happened to me.It is.

I don't like people who say, "This is the way it's supposed to be!" I don't like people who say, "This is the way it is! Because there are so many things in this world that we don't understand.

I often talk about my spiritual experiences on this blog, but mainly about what happened and how I felt as a result. I don't know if it was right or wrong.

I hope you will read it with that attitude!

I want you to read it while you're in bed, like, "Hmmm, he's lived it (sniff sniff)." w

So, I'm going to preface this with a long story about my forced termination (I call it forced reset, but the meaning is the same).

I feel like - looking back on it now - there were times when I thought, "Maybe that was a forced termination." I think that was a forced termination.

It was a time when I was a company man, overworked from working on weekends and holidays, developed an illness, and on top of that, my personal life was super bad. It was a time when just living a normal life was full of stress.

On a lighter note, let me tell you about three things. (since these three things coincided and forced me to terminate)

First of all, it is a forced termination with regard to work.

I started working for that company with no experience because I wanted to have a job in my hands. I think I was blessed to have a good relationship with people (although there were some people who were a bit of a jerk, now that I think about it), and they were relatively frank.

However, because of the small number of people, the amount of work entrusted to each of us was not half as large as it should be, and the senior staff worked overtime all the time, so there was no way I, a newcomer, could just go home on time.......

They fell into the habit of overtime work.I was on the last train every day.

And the house I was living in at the time was in a rather inconvenient part of town.rush hour trainThis is a hellish course.

So just going to work is stressful because of the crowded trains, and the company has to work overtime.working on a day offI was a wreck, both physically and emotionally.

In addition, I had to participate in the worst project in the middle of the project, and the stress exploded and before I knew it, I was in the middle of the project.Tears in the company.increased.

The relationships were good, but the operations were the worst, hell.

And relationships are forced to end.

I'll leave out quite a bit of this, because honestly, just remembering it brings back a lot of frustration.

My private relationships at the time were the worst.

It was an environment that made me want to run away. It was my own fault because I was the one who put myself there, but when I think about it now, I can't believe what I did back then.

(One could also think that he let this happen in order to set himself on the path to destruction.)

And forced termination due to ill health.

This was so hard! I thought to myself hundreds of times, "Seriously?

I became so ill that I could not sleep well at night and started going to the hospital, even on my days off. I started to feel nauseous on my days off.

Anyway, my health condition was getting worse and worse.

I took pride in being energetic, but I couldn't resist the frequent overwork and stress. This is another payback for ignoring the voice of the heart.

These are the three worst things that could happen.

And, you know...

Everything had reached its limit, and it occurred to me.

I thought, "If I stay in this environment any longer, something might break.

I'm sure my heart was screaming all the time. I was always experiencing feelings of pain and disgust.

Emotions are the honest feelings of your heart, right?

And in my head, I thought, "I have to work, and I can't abandon the project I was working on at the time because I was entrusted with that much work, so I can't abandon it now. Because, you know?

If I don't work, I can't live, right? So I always had the idea of working in my mind at that time.

Prioritizing work above all else, "I don't want to do this anymore!" and you ignored the voice in your heart saying, "I don't want to do this anymore!

That's why it finally manifested itself in my body in the form of a disease.

It may be true that if you ignore the voice of your mind, it will appear in your body. If the body is affected, you can no longer work even if you want to.

I thought it was well done.

Then I thought, "I can't do this any more," so I told the company my intention to quit, I busted up my relationships at the time, and I changed everything.

Already, I feel like I've been stopped. No more, no more! It's over! I can't do it anymore! (Mysterious tension).

(Cool way to put it is that the stage has changed? But I don't like the way you say it.)

The environment has changed dramatically. I mean, I changed it, I wanted to change it. By myself.

It was good timing for all kinds of things, wasn't it? It was like the worst thing happened to me in a single bound. It was hard at the time, and now I think, "Wasn't I being too hard on myself for not listening to my own heart? I thought, "Am I just too buggy to listen to my own heart unless I push myself to that point?

And now, now, I have different worries and anxieties, but I'm glad that I got the lifestyle I have now because of that forced termination. Because I was able to accomplish what I said, "I want to have this kind of lifestyle.

Stress is so much easier now than it was then.

Of course, this world is in a constant state of change, so it is not as if I can say that I will always be at ease.

but it was a completely different life than the one I had when I was working on holidays and shedding tears.

I think that because I originally wanted to live "this way," but ignored it, I built the worst possible environment for myself and ended up forcing it upon myself.

For example, if you keep thinking, "I need to rest! but if your head keeps saying, "No, I have to work," your body will go haywire and you will have to take a break.

This is nothing in the scope of spirituality, but is common in reality, right? (Realistic!!!)

That's because reality is the result of my own choices. I believe that I did it on my own, not God or the universe." I like the idea of "I did it myself.

It wasn't a sign or some external factor that made it so. You hear things like "forced termination from God" or "forced termination from the universe," but I believe differently.

I think I did that to myself. Unconsciously.

I'm not denying "forced termination from God" or "forced termination from the universe." Just that I don't hold that view.

Looking back on it now, I wonder if it's a forced termination. I can't judge whether this is a forced termination or not, it's just a matter of what I think and feel.

So, from this experience, I don't say, "In this case, this is what happens!" And I don't even say that.

Because as many people as there are, there are personalities, past, present, and future.You feel differently, don't you?

Well, since the term "forced termination" has been bandied about so much, I'm sure that many people have experienced events that make them feel that way.

Is this proof that we are ignoring the voice of our own hearts?

I hear that you think too much in your head.

But you know... sometimes you don't know the difference between the voice of your head and the voice of your heart, do you? I still find it difficult...

Well, this is how I end my experience of forced termination.

If you've read this far, BIG THANK YOU!!!!

It's rare that people read a blog all the way through. I am grateful for that.

In this world, there are so many things that we don't understand - things that we think we understand, but in fact we don't. And, of course, there are many people today who don't even understand themselves (me). Especially today, there are many people who don't even know themselves (me).

I am a bit of a spiritualist, but I am less certain.

Well, I still think about it every day... Maybe I'm too human, too spiritual. w

As for the spirituality, well, there are many things that I have felt in my own way, so I will update this page again with some of the things that have happened.

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